I made a playlist under that title about 2 years ago. The meaning has changed now. This is it. There is a new mindset now.
I'm damn well glad that not everyone can be as mentally developed as my thoughts are allowing me to be right now. If they were, why the hell would there be a use for perfect legs, or a magazine smile. I know I am not meant to be that person whenever I start to sit down and think for myself. It is such a privilege.
Today I made one of those shoe boxes that everyone talks about. To me it was just something literal I had to do.
So many paths have led me to this one that I am on now, because somehow I had refused to avoid the first signs that would have led me directly there. It has been worth the suffering, because right now, I am unable to feel any pain. For others, it might have carried on to destroy something else. Something that I have already been the victim of. But however you deal with it, life is continuing, and some chose not to deal just to be moving on, but not moving forward.
I'm damn well glad that not everyone can be as mentally developed as my thoughts are allowing me to be right now. If they were, why the hell would there be a use for perfect legs, or a magazine smile. I know I am not meant to be that person whenever I start to sit down and think for myself. It is such a privilege.
Today I made one of those shoe boxes that everyone talks about. To me it was just something literal I had to do.
So many paths have led me to this one that I am on now, because somehow I had refused to avoid the first signs that would have led me directly there. It has been worth the suffering, because right now, I am unable to feel any pain. For others, it might have carried on to destroy something else. Something that I have already been the victim of. But however you deal with it, life is continuing, and some chose not to deal just to be moving on, but not moving forward.
